Ok, so I know this isn't a movie review, but I've been dealing with mixed and weird feelings lately and I'm not sure how to describe or understand them. I've been told that writing them down helps to figure out what I'm trying to say.
Earlier this past week I was talking to someone at work about our social lives and it really got me thinking about mine, especially when I was asked the last time I was invited to hang out with friends. It made me feel irritated and hurt, yet at the same time guilty for feeling so selfish. I began wondering if I really am a good friend to people.
I'm not an outgoing, social butterfly. I never have been. I've always struggled with a lack of self-confidence. Sure, I've had my moments where I have put myself out there and been crazy, but most of the time I'm quiet. That's not to say I don't enjoy going out, because I always love spending time with people. Yet it seems like whenever I do want to spend time with others, I become the instigator. While I don't mind this occasionally, when it continually happens each time I want to go out I can't help but wonder if people truly get me. I may not always call when wanting to have fellowship with others, but that does not mean I am not seeking it.
I've never had the easiest time making friends, especially when that includes walking up to strangers or going to an event where I don't know anyone. And even when I have made friends, it's been a struggle to keep them. Many parts of the struggle include my desperate attempt in wanting people to like me. I either talk about myself so much that I come across as selfish and self-centered, or I constantly follow and stick to people like glue enough to have them be annoyed with me and pull away. I think part of this stems from switching schools at delicate times of my social life.
I am so grateful for the friends I have managed to keep, but some days I wonder how close I really am with them. Are we really friends or do I just cling to them so I won't be alone? I can't help but think I'm being selfish with them. Holding on to them so much that the friendship becomes one-sided; meaning I'm always the one to make time or put them first when it's rarely returned.
I'm not sure if any of this makes sense, but I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm working on being a good friend to those who are looking for one. It is not my intention to sound selfish or pitiful. I guess I'm trying to figure out who I really am. I may act like a leader most of the time, but that does not mean I always wish to lead.
Monday, July 5, 2010
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
The Goonies (1985) 25th Anniversary!!!
While I'd thought about having my first blog review about a new release, I decided to join in the celebration of the 25th Anniversary of Goonies!! For any teenager or child of the 80's (or infant in my case), Goonies is one of many classic movies of that decade.
Directed by Richard Donner and starring Sean Astin, Corey Feldman and Josh Brolin, The Goonies tells the story of a group of kids from the "Goon Docks" in Astoria, Oregon who find what they believe is a treasure map and embark on a crazy adventure. The concept of the story came from Steven Spielberg and was beautifully executed. From the fast-paced police chase at the beginning of the film to the swashbuckling battle for One-Eyed Willy's treasure, this film brings laughter and reminds us (especially adults) of our childhood and the imaginations we continually created.
Each character in the story brings a uniqueness and distinct personality to the group. There's Data (who comes up with wild inventions), Mouth (the "smart-mouth trickster" who tries to smooth talk his way out of trouble), Mikey (the heart of the group with a big imagination), Chunk (the blabbermouth boy who cried wolf) and Brand (Mikey's older brother who obsesses over girls and getting buff). The group was later joined by Andy (a cheerleader who crushes on Brand) and Stef (a smart-mouthed skeptic who flirtatiously clashes with Mouth).
Underneath the action, adventure and great comedic timing comes a heart-warming story of two brothers, and their friends, who go on a wild treasure hunt to save their home from being foreclosed and having to move away, all the while avoiding a family of bad guys who are also after the treasure. Despite some language and inappropriate dialogue, this is a great family film and one my family and I do enjoy watching!!!
Directed by Richard Donner and starring Sean Astin, Corey Feldman and Josh Brolin, The Goonies tells the story of a group of kids from the "Goon Docks" in Astoria, Oregon who find what they believe is a treasure map and embark on a crazy adventure. The concept of the story came from Steven Spielberg and was beautifully executed. From the fast-paced police chase at the beginning of the film to the swashbuckling battle for One-Eyed Willy's treasure, this film brings laughter and reminds us (especially adults) of our childhood and the imaginations we continually created.
Each character in the story brings a uniqueness and distinct personality to the group. There's Data (who comes up with wild inventions), Mouth (the "smart-mouth trickster" who tries to smooth talk his way out of trouble), Mikey (the heart of the group with a big imagination), Chunk (the blabbermouth boy who cried wolf) and Brand (Mikey's older brother who obsesses over girls and getting buff). The group was later joined by Andy (a cheerleader who crushes on Brand) and Stef (a smart-mouthed skeptic who flirtatiously clashes with Mouth).
Underneath the action, adventure and great comedic timing comes a heart-warming story of two brothers, and their friends, who go on a wild treasure hunt to save their home from being foreclosed and having to move away, all the while avoiding a family of bad guys who are also after the treasure. Despite some language and inappropriate dialogue, this is a great family film and one my family and I do enjoy watching!!!
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
My Top Ten Favorite Movies
Hey All!! It's been so long since I've written here. My life has been pretty hectic. First I'd like to share my new Amazon.com Store site. http://astore.amazon.com/kimberly-20. Please check it out, send me feedback (if any) or any comments you may have. So, believe it or not my laptop hard-drive died and I lost the reviews I'd written for this blog, so until I can rewrite and post one, I thought I'd share my current top ten favorite movies...
10. Spaceballs
I just had to include one of Mel Brooks' satires! This one is one of my favorites of his, along with Robin Hood: Men in Tights. Movies that make fun of classics are always enjoyable!!
9. Forest Gump
"Life is like a box of chocolates....." To me, this is one of Tom Hanks' greatest roles ever! There are so many memorable lines and characters.
8. Rudy
While I was not born when this first came out, once I did see it I was hooked. I'm a sucker for inspirational stories and this definitely fits!
7. The Mighty Ducks
Who could forget the crazy bunch of kids who quack before each hockey game! I love all three of the films that came from this series. And yes, it's inspirational too!!!
6. Gladiator
Probably my favorite Russell Crowe movie ever! I think stories where the hero ends up killed are so much more powerful and inspiring! It shows you how much impact that person had on others.
5. The Patriot
I love period pieces. Especially during Colonial America. In a way, it's a visual sense of how much America has changed both in how the country is governed and how cities were born.
4. Harry Potter
Yes there is magic, wizardry and witchcraft in these movies (and books which the movies are based on), but underneath it all is a young boy trying to find out who he is while fighting for his life, and discovering his true purpose.
3. That Thing You Do
One Hit Wonders!!....Or should I say Oneders!! This movie is a favorite in my family. We always enjoy watching it together!!
2. New Moon
While I did love Twilight, I actually thought this movie was better. I have always loved the character of Jacob, and this movie really made me love him even more. He always tries to do the right thing and be a good friend, even if it hurts him or endangers others.
And my number one movie is......
1. Lord of the Rings
Anyone who knows me would not be shocked that this is my number one. The three Lord of the Rings movies are my absolute favorites, and the biggest inspirations for me to pursue film in school. I still watch them, especially with cast commentary (It's so funny!!), whenever I have time.
So these are my top ten favorite movies.....I'd love to hear other top ten favorites!! Especially why they have made the list!!
10. Spaceballs
I just had to include one of Mel Brooks' satires! This one is one of my favorites of his, along with Robin Hood: Men in Tights. Movies that make fun of classics are always enjoyable!!
9. Forest Gump
"Life is like a box of chocolates....." To me, this is one of Tom Hanks' greatest roles ever! There are so many memorable lines and characters.
8. Rudy
While I was not born when this first came out, once I did see it I was hooked. I'm a sucker for inspirational stories and this definitely fits!
7. The Mighty Ducks
Who could forget the crazy bunch of kids who quack before each hockey game! I love all three of the films that came from this series. And yes, it's inspirational too!!!
6. Gladiator
Probably my favorite Russell Crowe movie ever! I think stories where the hero ends up killed are so much more powerful and inspiring! It shows you how much impact that person had on others.
5. The Patriot
I love period pieces. Especially during Colonial America. In a way, it's a visual sense of how much America has changed both in how the country is governed and how cities were born.
4. Harry Potter
Yes there is magic, wizardry and witchcraft in these movies (and books which the movies are based on), but underneath it all is a young boy trying to find out who he is while fighting for his life, and discovering his true purpose.
3. That Thing You Do
One Hit Wonders!!....Or should I say Oneders!! This movie is a favorite in my family. We always enjoy watching it together!!
2. New Moon
While I did love Twilight, I actually thought this movie was better. I have always loved the character of Jacob, and this movie really made me love him even more. He always tries to do the right thing and be a good friend, even if it hurts him or endangers others.
And my number one movie is......
1. Lord of the Rings
Anyone who knows me would not be shocked that this is my number one. The three Lord of the Rings movies are my absolute favorites, and the biggest inspirations for me to pursue film in school. I still watch them, especially with cast commentary (It's so funny!!), whenever I have time.
So these are my top ten favorite movies.....I'd love to hear other top ten favorites!! Especially why they have made the list!!
Sunday, January 10, 2010
My Bucket List
Ok, so I know I said that I would mainly be posting about movies, but I still haven't quite finished my first one. For this post, I thought I would share The Bucket List (or for those who never saw that movie, the list of things to do before I die) I created for myself. Most of them are places I want to see or go to. At this point, I only have about 26 and they are not in any particular order, but I'm planning to keep adding to it.
1. Machu Picchu (Peru)
2. The Matterhorn (Switzerland)
3. Cliffs of Moher (Ireland)
4. Great Wall of China
5. Make my own movie
6. Andes Mountains
7. Hike the Sierra Nevada back country
8. As many castles in Europe as possible
9. Enns, Austria
10. Edit a feature film
11. Nazareth
12. Colosseum
13. Stonehenge
14. Attend the Oscars
15. Notre Dame
16. Louvre
17. Aurora Borealis
18. Parthenon
19. Meet Martin Scorsese
20. Mount Olympus
21. Hike the John Muir Trail (or as much of it as I can)
22. Swiss Alps
23. Glasgow and Edinburgh, Scotland
24. Germany (my heritage)
25. Write a song
26. Great Pyramids of Giza
1. Machu Picchu (Peru)
2. The Matterhorn (Switzerland)
3. Cliffs of Moher (Ireland)
4. Great Wall of China
5. Make my own movie
6. Andes Mountains
7. Hike the Sierra Nevada back country
8. As many castles in Europe as possible
9. Enns, Austria
10. Edit a feature film
11. Nazareth
12. Colosseum
13. Stonehenge
14. Attend the Oscars
15. Notre Dame
16. Louvre
17. Aurora Borealis
18. Parthenon
19. Meet Martin Scorsese
20. Mount Olympus
21. Hike the John Muir Trail (or as much of it as I can)
22. Swiss Alps
23. Glasgow and Edinburgh, Scotland
24. Germany (my heritage)
25. Write a song
26. Great Pyramids of Giza
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Starter
So, I'm kind of new at this whole blogging thing but I'm hoping with time I'll get better at what to say. For now, I'll kind of summarize what I'm hoping to blog about. I'm a huge movie buff, and I love talking about movies. Most of what I will write about will be a movie I've either seen, want to see or have no desire to see. I have so many movies to talk about, it's hard to know where to begin. I'm still working on my list of movies, but once it's done I'll start posting each one.
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